When you have older friends it can really suck. In my case i had Amy and pheobe my best friends in the whole world. we met when i first went into my secondry school. i was in year seven, they were in year nine. I had no friends, no confidence and lovingly they took me under there wings. Over the following couple of years our friendship strengthened. Finally i was going into year nine.

I knew that they had to leave secondary school sometime but i didnt think it would happen so soon.I loved them they were the world to me. Then thier last day came. I refused to let myself cry infront of them. I waited till i was alone. The cold tears streamed down my face as i cryed silent tears. I didnt want to sow them i was sad because they were so happy to leave this stupid school. There beautiful smiles brightened up the whole room. The day came to a close. I thought we would keep in touch that was a promise we all made to each other. I thought that we would i genuinly did.

We didn't.I'm in year 10 now. I haven't spoken, seen or heard from pheobe for over a year now. Ive seen Amy once.That one single hug made me feel so happy. That single special hug really made my day. I hope i will see pheobe agin instead of looking at a photograph. Writing this has made my heart hurt so much.It aches with unimaginable pain. I feel so empty in side without them. I will always remember that even one hug off a friend you love and miss can really make you feel special and loved. I miss you so much guys. you were the best thing that hass ever happened to me. I love you. <3