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For Amy and Pheobe. How I really feel.

Mon Dec 21, 2009, 9:46 AM
When you have older friends it can really suck. In my case i had Amy and pheobe my best friends in the whole world. we met when i first went into my secondry school. i was in year seven, they were in year nine. I had no friends, no confidence and lovingly they took me under there wings. Over the following couple of years our friendship strengthened. Finally i was going into year nine.

I knew that they had to leave secondary school sometime but i didnt think it would happen so soon.I loved them they were the world to me. Then thier last day came. I refused to let myself cry infront of them. I waited till i was alone. The cold tears streamed down my face as i cryed silent tears. I didnt want to sow them i was sad because they were so happy to leave this stupid school. There beautiful smiles brightened up the whole room. The day came to a close. I thought we would keep in touch that was a promise we all made to each other. I thought that we would i genuinly did.

We didn't.I'm in year 10 now. I haven't spoken, seen or heard from pheobe for over a year now. Ive seen Amy once.That one single hug made me feel so happy. That single special hug really made my day. I hope i will see pheobe agin instead of looking at a photograph. Writing this has made my heart hurt so much.It aches with unimaginable pain. I feel so empty in side without them. I will always remember that even one hug off a friend you love and miss can really make you feel special and loved. I miss you so much guys. you were the best thing that hass ever happened to me. I love you. :D <3

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im just normal i dont have much to say i used yo get bullyed wen i was younger but ya know its easier to ignore wen u ge older ssooo yh omg a moth.........okay...........im gonna go now............

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:iconunidentifiedfemale:
Hi, it's Amy! I read your journal, I'm really sorry I haven't seen more of you. Phoebe misses you too, I think she's finding college harder than me, too :( She hates her teachers...

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:icon1anti-cosmo1:
awww I miss you two Wen we allgot time we can get together

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:iconunidentifiedfemale:
Yes, you believed it was me! But I did have a lotta evidence, lol. Me and Phoebe have exams in early January, but after that we'll be free a lot.

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:iconxxgingerminger:
Oh top of that I am failing to get a good grade in ALL of my subjects. Not good!!! D8
SO STRESSED SO MUCH REVISION DOUBLE STRESSED!

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:iconunidentifiedfemale:
I have barely revised at all! NOOOO! :iconnoooplz::iconhomeworkplz:

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:iconxxgingerminger:
I've had to, the only breaks I get is on christmas day and the day after that.

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:onfire: A prodigy in :+fav: random crap :onfire:

Please check my journal for more information :woohoo:

You are welcome for the :+fav:

Don't mind me I am just browsing through your :gallery:

I am behind you, :+devwatch: you.

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:iconlilacbird:
Meggie, I miss youuuuu... :( I have an exam this afternoon, too! Biology...

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:icon1anti-cosmo1:
i miss u toooo me u and phebes need to meet up for coffee btw if uve got face book add me :D

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:iconlilacbird:
OMG I've haven't talked to you in AGESSSSS. I have amyspace if you want that :D

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:icon1anti-cosmo1:
yh ok ill s3nd it dont go on my computer much :D:D:D:D i misssssssss you
we defo have to meeet up

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